halves of you

half a moon crept into view

  golden redstone rising

halfway home below the hue of

  moonshade or its guiding

i halved the complex whole of you

  your recluse - your inviting

how often eyes are mirrors to

  a soul disarmed or hiding

a calling

call for sustenance

call for blood ritual

call for truth and be saved

call for love and at last

  a confluence of two

you as deaths blue comes

fluorescent in its taking

  you as soul

  you rising

  you leaving

damn the light

damn the dark

damn the calling forth of

  endless heart

call me sustenance

call me truth

call me love

  and i will save you

but one

how is it that one heart 

can beat for all of you

when it seems that there should be

a thousand times a thousand?

is it not the same

that there is but one sun

that gives of its life

for all the world's flowers?

i dont fall asleep

anymore

i drug myself

with you

until i’m

overwhelmed

and pray

for a 

blackout