3/31/17

halves of you



half a moon crept into view
  golden redstone rising

halfway home below the hue of
  moonshade or its guiding

i halved the complex whole of you
  your recluse - your inviting

how often eyes are mirrors to
  a soul disarmed or hiding





3/25/17

a calling



call for sustenance
call for blood ritual
call for truth and be saved
call for love and at last
  a confluence of two

you as deaths blue comes
fluorescent in its taking
  you as soul
  you rising
  you leaving

damn the light
damn the dark
damn the calling forth of
  endless heart

call me sustenance
call me truth
call me love
  and i will save you

3/16/17

but one



how is it 
that one heart 
can beat for all of you
when it seems that there should be
a thousand times a thousand?

is it not the same
that there is but one sun
that gives of its life
for all the world's flowers?




3/1/17



i dont fall asleep
anymore

i drug myself
with you
until i’m
overwhelmed

and pray
for a 
blackout




2/25/17

hello (lentando)

 
strangers
precast stares, statues
moribund glares, recognition
woven smiles, comatose

her eyes were already on me
polished politely private
and as any stranger could
she simply said Hello

and there has never been
a more beautiful word spoken

2/14/17

red



all i see is red
so let me say of other colors
  all of them are dead!
all i see is red

red on her lips that
must be kissed
red blood that flows to them
warms them
storms them with
pangs and pleasures
red pulses bring them to
red-wet connections
my red fever spikes as
they part and come together
over and over
again and again
i do not shine colors
i burn only red

in time she will whisper
and her red heart will sink
as her pretty red lips
feel the red loss
the sting





9/30/16

cicatrix



cicatrix
white line
affliction

you raised the
worst of me
without even trying

fault line
disciplined anger
carved a way out
or back in

midnight braille
and the just sun
borrowed the moon to
accentuate you 

9/24/16

i should have known



she hits me like a love song
like a country duet
like a jazz quartet behind
the voice of Norah Jones

she wears me casually
drops her words right next to me
and walks away
with a smile as she goes

she leaves me like a season
my days move along to the
hummings of a love song
  she is always with me

i should have known
  love’s the same as
  love that changes
and life will rearrange us
  we are here
  we are gone





9/23/16

discussion of ants



its been raining so much
even the ants have given up construction
forming thin flows of traffic
from a pinhole in the window sill
up the wall
across the ceiling
down the wall
over wire shelving
into an old shoebox of forgotten photographs
collecting dust in the corner of the closet

it took a destructive mindset
and cruel intentions for me to
follow them that far

but i overheard them mumbling
chit-chattering about the weather
bitch-grumbling about moving

so instead of killing them
i just let them suffer

9/16/16

and when you finally 
love

the heart will seem
unknown

even to
yourself




9/3/16


 

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8/27/16


 

8/19/16


 

8/13/16

strength



your eyes
two exclamation points screaming
YES in vertical escalations

your eyes
widening like the spread of sunrise
rays across the horizon

your lips
the warmth of inviting shorelines
hungry and eager to please their guest

but your heart
O purist nubile heart
like a trembling child curled in the corner

it took every bit of strength
to hold myself from you

it took everything from me
to do nothing
but smile

8/12/16

there are fragments of you
that you’ve cast aside
thinking them unimportant
irrelevant
meaningless to the world

i see a woman
that walks in a shine
unaware of her brilliance
her splendor
  a fascination to behold  




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8/7/16

someone special

 

I came upon a weathered cross
of brittle bark and haggard lean
wrapped with shreds of desiccated vine
fastened once and tightened twice
by hands that must have prayed for peace
above the love laid here deceased

no flowers now that used to lay
below this weathered cross in May
just death to dust and dust to life
in little breaths of butterflies
that swirl with staggered flits and darts
a sign that someone here lives on