7/31/21

the drift



up from the iron core

without reprimand

without guilt

through the belly of the sea

with pure intentions

I enter the drift


afloat, directionless

eyes wide to the stars

beautiful and obscene

these faults and perfections

on full display

without applause


I am here among you

I have returned

below the gaze of the dead

I have come again to

witness the mellifluous force

the miraculous embrace


She opens her arms

from the sea

from the sky

touched with all acceptance

and cradled as a gift

I release to her my will


(Image from mirrorsinner.tumblr.com)



7/25/21

may I


dizzy 

dizzying days


mother may I

skip to the other side


these naked feet are

scarred and scared

to walk too slowly


so I run, I run


chasing imaginary kites

in imaginary skies

of imaginary blue


I run and I run


the fields are so green,

so soft on flying feet

just missing the surface


mother may I

live in dreams


or one calming midnight,

just one



(Gif from gifer.com)



S. H.


bruised by your fullness,

the incurable growth within

that will not leave

until she's taken with you


you in your silence,

you hiding behind 

her beautiful smile 

and ease,

you as the cheap tenant


I pray for suffering

but not hers, no -

let it be yours,

let her be the last one

you ever touch


wither away forgotten

as she remains

a foreverheart of joy


leave


as we keep her

here 


without you

7/24/21

drown

(Image from mirrorsinner.tumblr.com)

I want to rush to you

and love you in a fury,

the chaos of a storm

you simply must drown in


pretty head to precious toe

drenched and overwhelmed;


but slowly come upon you

taking time turned to mist,

the orderly touch infusing

until you simply must drown


pretty lips to precious heart

drenched and overwhelmed;


  my love

        my love

              my love


(Image from mirrorsinner.tumblr.com)



7/23/21

her heavy light



morning begs me

to come with her,

I'm struggling to

climb her heavy light


the loving hand

that can't be grabbed,

a figure of my

desperate imagination


morning has eyes of

flirtation and allurement,

I pretend she means well

with hesitance and caution


if not for love... what

would pull me forward,

unbound from night's

soft reassuring embrace



(Image from infoworld.com)





7/22/21

impetus impeded



a bloody fist

holds

a bloody rose


violence before evidence

can only be guessed at


impetus impeded in

between the frail friction


one voice wounds enough

for two mired in uncertainty


whispers from shadows on

the wall infest the silence


eyes punch deeper into the

soft membrane of intentions


where do we go from here,

who makes the first move


the garden entrance is 

prepped and ready

but so is the exit



(Image from mirrorsinner.tumblr.com)






7/20/21

I burn to death

and 

ignite with life

in the same 

fueling fire

of love






7/19/21

that cow



I could be that cow

the isolated one

standing in a field

  standing

  standing


a blank stare

brain for nothing


standing

breathing

aging

clueless

  untroubled

  unknowing


meat for the stack

or

skin for the boot


  

7/17/21

cosmic drip



cosmic drip

and our night is

separated into

sticky syllables


I’ve never known

your tongue 

young like this

fresh and ready


the waves break

with a crisp snap,

the moon spies

silvery fat and 

lecherous


we swim 

in and out of

each other 

as blind as 

fish in the dark


the air

as thick as water


and our

labored breathing



(Love Swirls by samareleros.com)



7/15/21

stampede



the young dream chase
the run, the race

first one to the mirage
is bathed in bliss

we stay in our lane
solipsism's barricade

overdosed on stimuli
the blue-light insomnia

raised, praised and
sugar-teased at the lip

idolize the smile that
gleams most before you

the feed bin's overstocked
the feeding hours extended

lights hang above the mirage
as they play that catchy jingle

7/11/21

gazing west

(Image from mirrorsinner.tumblr.com)


gazing west beyond early light

that breaks into the darkness,

wondering which of these tiny stars

is the one she’ll see above her


my angel sleeps without me there

to hold her close or kiss her awake,

she sleeps in the arms of familiar love 

as I love her from this foreign place


what’s a prayer, a wish, a dream?

none of these can be held in hand,

instead I ache without her near

... a distant heart in a distant man



(Image from understands.tumblr.com)







7/10/21

swept under the rug



how large is the rug now,

the one we keep 

sweeping things under


rising in a mountain’s ground

these things ignored 

or discarded as irrelevant


this barren land, spoiled earth

where not a sign of life

dares to roam or settle seed


a landfill at best; what sullen

prosperity swells before us

under the vulture’s stare



lavender petals



upon the fabric backdrop

of subtle sun in lemon-lime,

lavender petals wavelike flow

undulating accordingly 

as the evening breezes blow


gently now they fold and puff,

gently now and how they sway,

lavender petals wavelike flow

in constant blossoms luring me

between the limbs unshown 



(Image from shutterstock.com)



7/9/21

the bull



bulk and brawn

and surging force

through the red door

home of another


scream secret smile

as nostalgia burns

in crackling distant

cares and wares


this arena, spectacle

where bull is king,

underlings trampled 

to blood on the hooves


stench of the dead

the maniacal aphrodisiac,

raise the foreign sword

to finalize the deed



(My edit of image from bonanza.com)



7/8/21

organic fruits



twisting the pale neck

of a soft lie

like bread for a side plate

at a corner table

in the back of a dim-lit

restaurant


focusing on the meal’s

fatty succulence

and the sex of red wine

as it coils in the glass

like a 

provoked snake


watching her lips move

saying something delicious

about organic fruits

and the true tastes of

nature’s pleasures

somewhere overseas


I have dessert planned

and its all over her skin

on her tongue, breasts

and groin…

the anticipation is

sweet and slippery

and graduating to

aromas



(Image from 99wow.blogspot.com)



7/5/21

feeling streams and dreams



this hour is passing slowly, the

firs and pines lining the stream

have a better vibrance in the

water’s reflection than they do

in the will of the winds - I come

without flesh this time, as easy 

as if I had only thought myself 

were here - but I am here - I touch

my hand to the stream and a ripple

circles away, I graze the cattails 

as I stroll beside them and they

sway properly in return - yes, I am

here - the rainbow trout knows my

name, the mayfly as well, despite

its brevity - the blurred buzzing,

fat and thick, of the honeybee’s

jollity is familiar to me - yes my

friend, I am here - I come like

mist for the empty spaces, I fill the

culms and the creaking hollows -

through every spider’s web I flow

without vibration, without alarm,

and I rise in the foam where the

water crashes and the currents

swirl - I am here, I am here



(Image from cdnb.artstation.com)




7/4/21

sparks



chlorine bright and burnt

come these smells before

the storm


trioxide in low wilderness

ripe to me in my stable

well-being 


sense attuned to these

parts of parts-per-million

commingling


the cause of these sparks

and where the storms are

remain a mystery



(Image from sciencealert.com)