2/6/23

charming wolf




there’s a howling in the distance,
long vowels 
stretching through the night

why hide, little sweet thing,
when the howling howls for you

breathe
and it fulfills you

heart ripening
engorged and thrillful

lips throbbing with
wet decisiveness.

in the wild night 
hides a charming beast
pretty in form and manners

until you are close enough,
until your arousing scent
inflames a snarl 

then, my little sweet thing,
your sweetness shall be
devoured

in huffs and grunts
uncommon to most;

the last of your remembering
… heat
… gasps
… exhilaration 
… surrender


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2/5/23

breath on the window



such a small space
inside oneself, plenty of
room here to go completely 
mad

retreat, swell and dwell in
lacunal hibernations
bathing in the blood pools,
luxurious oases

stumbling stag over to the
window’s dilated center, they 
seem so far away, these 
bustling outsiders

test of breath on the window to
shroud their view should they
look inside, dare they, to look 
straight into my eyes

shutter-snap, a blink a blink
to lubricate the surface and
remove the irritants, cleanse
and refocus

plenty of room here to go 
around and around and 
around and around, 
metamorphosis lost in 
bridled frustration 

wipe the window
of breath
and I and I,
we
see clearly now

visible, sometimes

here, somehow

or once again


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2/1/23

at the corner convenience store




nitrates spinning on the roller grill at 135F, because those poisons have to be at a safe internal temperature or else they’ll kill you twice as fast

organic slime coats the soda nozzles and diffusers, above a sticky floor full of sugary liquid residue from older spills that have yet to be cleaned, because the girl behind the counter is the only one that showed up today, and she’s nursing a horrible hangover

a skinny man, roughly the width of a quarter note two beats into an otherwise empty stanza, yells his way through the door with combativeness. something about keeping 6 feet away from him at all times and abiding by the social distancing rules that he’s still enforcing wherever he goes. the victim of his ranting shrugs him off and politely walks away. when you portray yourself in such a manner, you will either be ignored or feared. I assume he probably masturbates a lot. I can’t imagine many friendly phone calls coming his way

the bathroom reeks of well water and sulfur from the sewer lines. the last hanging prick that was in there left drops of urine on the toilet seat. there’s graffiti on the mirror that I can’t understand. I’m not that hip, and I really don’t want to be

lottery tickets, cigarettes and chewing tobacco are the biggest sellers here. on my way out I held the door open for a little girl with a lollipop in her mouth. she looked at me without expression. her father said thank you and grabbed her by the hand before entering the parking lot. his case of beer swung like the pendulum bob of a grandfather clock

yes, time is ticking. we’re all just waiting to be scooped up by death’s hands, and carried away from all of this, convenience of living